When I started this blog, almost exactly 2 years ago, it was because I was struggling a bit with the fact that my oldest daughter was going to public school for the very first time. I had been homeschooling her for the past 8+ years. When her little sisters came along I had homeschooled them also.
2 years ago I would have never thought that I would ever even consider sending my, now 4th grade and 1st grade, daughters to public school.
That is exactly what will be happening tomorrow.
Our life has gone through a change.
Maybe I have gone through a change as well.
I am so overly emotional and sad and quite possibly a little heart broken about it.
I have prayed for our circumstances to change.
I have prayed for the finances to send my little ones to a private Christian based school.
I have prayed for the desire and strength to be able to do it all, work and homeschool.
And the whole time I kept getting more job offers and kept getting introduced to some amazing people who work at the public school.
In the midst of my worrying and crying, I do sense enough peace about it though.
I am scared that this is the biggest mistake I could make.
And believe me, people have told me that. Satan has told me that.
But I am reminded by God, that He was not scared when He knit these sweet babies together in MY womb. He saw this day already. He didn't do anything to stop it.
So tomorrow at around 8am, if your out and about dropping your own children off at school or standing at the bus stop with them or sitting down at the table at home with them I could sure use your prayers.![]()
2 years ago I would have never thought that I would ever even consider sending my, now 4th grade and 1st grade, daughters to public school.
That is exactly what will be happening tomorrow.
Our life has gone through a change.
Maybe I have gone through a change as well.
I am so overly emotional and sad and quite possibly a little heart broken about it.
I have prayed for our circumstances to change.
I have prayed for the finances to send my little ones to a private Christian based school.
I have prayed for the desire and strength to be able to do it all, work and homeschool.
And the whole time I kept getting more job offers and kept getting introduced to some amazing people who work at the public school.
In the midst of my worrying and crying, I do sense enough peace about it though.
I am scared that this is the biggest mistake I could make.
And believe me, people have told me that. Satan has told me that.
But I am reminded by God, that He was not scared when He knit these sweet babies together in MY womb. He saw this day already. He didn't do anything to stop it.
So tomorrow at around 8am, if your out and about dropping your own children off at school or standing at the bus stop with them or sitting down at the table at home with them I could sure use your prayers.
